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death has never bothered me much. i usually don't or barely do cry.. when normally i cry over boys 24/7 or whatever.. but there's something about death.
laura's not doing well.. understandably. lots of screaming and crying.. making herself sick.. she said she wants to kill herself. which is scary considering. but yah..
christine is more in shock and numb to it. i couldn't possibly imagine losing the person i dated for 4 years and was still in love with and wanted to spend her life with him.
i guess joe had a heart condition.. i knew laura had something but i guess joe did too.. and he went to the bills game alone... seizure... it was on the news tonight.
i'm pretty much in shock still, it's so sad and just insane to think about. i dont like when people i love are upset.. i wish there was more i could do except be there.
ugh. blah. ugh.
laura's not doing well.. understandably. lots of screaming and crying.. making herself sick.. she said she wants to kill herself. which is scary considering. but yah..
christine is more in shock and numb to it. i couldn't possibly imagine losing the person i dated for 4 years and was still in love with and wanted to spend her life with him.
i guess joe had a heart condition.. i knew laura had something but i guess joe did too.. and he went to the bills game alone... seizure... it was on the news tonight.
i'm pretty much in shock still, it's so sad and just insane to think about. i dont like when people i love are upset.. i wish there was more i could do except be there.
ugh. blah. ugh.