ima update this real quick just to share somethin to everyone. i made a video just today of my friends last year here in NOC coz me and stephen miss em pretty bad. known em for a year, now theyre in a university. i love them a lot <3

the wind is blowing through the window. ruffling the curtain. music is playing taking ever inch of my soul in love. i couldnt get enough of this feeling. the music ends. i grab my book and sit down on my bed trying to create poetry. everythings more quiet now. everythings more calm. this is the best time to write my feelings for you. just like ( Read more... )

i am tired. i know. i admit it. im tired. my body is weak i can barely speak to you. i dont know what to say. how to make you feel better. how to make you smile. but im singing. im singing but you cant hear me. if you stop your crying you will. just listen to me sing. i sing my love for you. i sing the prettiest song about you. i sing about how you ( Read more... )

must stop abortion ( Read more... )

i was playin in the sprinklers last night midnight here in the college.... they suddenly turned on while i was on the phone with ducky, so i had to run around it like crazy. but i didnt.... i just walked around it and got soaked. (tried not to get Bams phone wet though. thanks Bam). it wasnt as fun as is usually is. but then again, it wasnt really ( Read more... )

me=havin fun

I know things will get better someday. thats what i keep telling myself. and thats what i keep telling others. i know it will get better. life is long. theres plenty of opportunities and long enough for things to get better. every once in a while people want to give up their lives. mostly because they feel hopeless. but theres always hope. ( Read more... )

punked this from ducky... hehe.. i dont even know sho still reads my journal. LOL. oh wellz. it'll be cool if ya'll answered it anyways ( Read more... )

So i havnt wrote for days
too much things working out my brain
my heart hurts sometimes
but i know it will end someday
coz everything gets better somehow someway

My heart is dry
my blood turns cold
my feelings die
its old.

....your only alone when you want to be alone. open your eyes and look around the corners. you'll find.

Your mind makes people
There is ( Read more... )

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i dont want to hurt you anymore. i dont want to see you hurting. specialy if its because of me. i just wish you could understand me. and i wish i could understand you. but that doesnt seem to work. i thought it did.
and with all the great times we spent together. and when i thought our friendship will last longer than forever.
its hard to let go but ( Read more... )