Jan 08, 2005 11:42
Hey! So I can update, but I don't know how long it's gonna last... well to catch you guys up, I went out with Taylor for like 2 weeks, and he did stupid stuff, so I'm back with kyle now and I'm happier than ever with him! He's so great! My birthday is in a month! I'm gonna be 16... and I can get my license, but I have to fix my car first, it's in the shop getting fixed (the transmission has to be rebuilt) so I owe my dad like $1500... so I am looking for a job currently! but it'll be fixed by my birthday so I can get my license... hoping I pass!
Luke came down to visit and I wanted to spend more time with him but I had to go to my grandma's and when they called to ask me to come over, my mom wouldn't let me, so I'm bummed out! But hopefully he'll come back again! I saw him once though when they came over!
So I'm trying really hard to be good at school, but it's hard when you have a boyfriend who knows everything and is super smart, and unintentionally likes to brag about it. but the real thing that bothers me is that I give up my lunch to study in the library, I do 2-3 hours of homework a day, and I have like a 2.6 gpa, and he doesn't do his homework and copies it, and has a 3.6! I guess I never really lived in the shadow of my brother or sister, so now I have to experience it through him. my parents are always talking about how smart he is, and I like that they think highly of him until they say "Chantal is smart to, she just doesn't apply herself"... I don't think I can do anymore than I am doing! Oh well... I guess it's the price I pay for being "not as smart as Kyle"... I'll try to update later if it'll let me! XoXo! Bye!