Sep 28, 2004 21:53
SoOoOo... Kyle has been such an awesome guy these last couple days, I've been the worst girlfriend with the worst attitude and he's put up with me, I love him so much for that.
I'm not to sure about Taylor anymore, if he showed me that I was worth his time, I'd consider giving him some of my time. And he doesn't really do that, so I'm not sure he's worth my time. But that's just what I say... I hate myself!
So I was evaluating myself, and I'm gaining more self confidence and stuff, but I think my self esteem is going down.I'm actually not really sure what's going on, but I feel more confident about myself, but I'm insecure with my physical appearance or something idk? SO I got to talk to Luke the other day! It was great, I miss him! OH! and he told me I needed to put a poem in this journal thing, but I have to think of one or something, so I'll hopefully do that in my next entry! I love you guys! life is getting better, just don't worry about things, and nothing matters! I love you! XoXoXo!
Hugs & Kisses,
Chantal