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Nov 15, 2009 13:47

I have a presentation tomorrow and nothing prepared. I'm going to finish reading my 15 articles today and then prep tomorrow then work on the paper that is due the following week. It should at least be an easy paper once I get these damn articles read so I guess I'm not worried about it. I am however worried about my final due on the 25th. I really need a good grade. I can not get a C in an elective. It wont be passing. Worst elective I've ever chosen to take.
At least my one class I'm already done with and just need to show up now.
2 more weeks. it's getting increasingly difficult. I'm pretty sure I have SAD as every fall I get depressed. It always takes me while to figure out why I hate getting out of bed at all, lack any motivation and am not much of a fun person to live with in general because I get cranky so easily.
Boyfriend assured me that he still loves me today even though I can get so difficult. I always feel bad but I do try to make an effort.
I can not wait until Dec. 5th. I don't even care if I have hours filled at my internship. I just want to be done.
I keep having dreams that I remember. Every night. They're so draining. Recently they've been repeat locations and multiple guinea pigs. I don't know what thats about.
I hate winter but I actually prefer it to fall. It's sad because I love the smell and the warm fall days but it messes with my emotions with it's up and downness.
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