Current Frustrations
Yo. I'm frustrated with life. Here's why.
Corbin, I won't get into this because really, it's not my business nor anyone else. He's just frustrating me.
Kelly just offered me a full ride last night to stay in AZ and keep going to school here. It's frustrating because I've definitely already committed myself to Arkansas. I'm pissed because I don't want to pay for school, and I would stay here...except I really need to get out of AZ and away from all of the distractions out here. Arkansas will be a new start, a new school, a new band, new friends, new everything. And I think at this point I'm just looking to figure out who I am and what I'm doing, and I think getting away from everything and everyone will help me a lot. I guess though I should also take it as a compliment. He wants me to stay here and be the future for the studio. But TT has also told me that he's going to expect me to do great things with the studio out there and bring the kids to new levels. To start new things, to bring a different aspect and idea to the studio. They're both great opportunities, but TT has been my mentor and someone who I've looked up to for 3 years now, and I'm going to trust him with my choice. I plan to do great out there in Arkansas, I really do. I'm just going to be a little sad to be leaving AZ I guess.
I'm also frustrated with...something else. I know there was a third one but I can't seem to remember it right now. Eh, must not be a big deal. Oh well.
School is almost over though. I'll just have to worry about work, playing my tuba and getting back into Tae Kwon Do...which will be AWESOME. I'm really looking forward to getting involved again and trying to catch up with what I've been missing out on. At least I found something to take the place of corps for a while.
Corbin, I won't get into this because really, it's not my business nor anyone else. He's just frustrating me.
Kelly just offered me a full ride last night to stay in AZ and keep going to school here. It's frustrating because I've definitely already committed myself to Arkansas. I'm pissed because I don't want to pay for school, and I would stay here...except I really need to get out of AZ and away from all of the distractions out here. Arkansas will be a new start, a new school, a new band, new friends, new everything. And I think at this point I'm just looking to figure out who I am and what I'm doing, and I think getting away from everything and everyone will help me a lot. I guess though I should also take it as a compliment. He wants me to stay here and be the future for the studio. But TT has also told me that he's going to expect me to do great things with the studio out there and bring the kids to new levels. To start new things, to bring a different aspect and idea to the studio. They're both great opportunities, but TT has been my mentor and someone who I've looked up to for 3 years now, and I'm going to trust him with my choice. I plan to do great out there in Arkansas, I really do. I'm just going to be a little sad to be leaving AZ I guess.
I'm also frustrated with...something else. I know there was a third one but I can't seem to remember it right now. Eh, must not be a big deal. Oh well.
School is almost over though. I'll just have to worry about work, playing my tuba and getting back into Tae Kwon Do...which will be AWESOME. I'm really looking forward to getting involved again and trying to catch up with what I've been missing out on. At least I found something to take the place of corps for a while.