Thank goodness
I did something stupid to upset Brian when I didn't even think twice doing it - nothing HUGE like cheating or anything of the sorts but I totally understand why he was upset with me. Basically I need to respect myself more.
Long story short he forgave me and everything is going to be alright.
He really is an amazing guy and this is the first relationship where the 2 parties took things slow and just let things build with no expectation & no infatuation involved. No one has been so sweet, kind, supportive, and caring and actually RESPECTS me, which I am totally not used to. It's not something that has faded with time - to this day he still kisses me before we go to bed and when we wake up, always tells me goodnight online, doesn't mind doing things I want to do, etc. Plus the fact he actually gets along with my friends. It's all those little things - he even deals with my smelly farts! I could go on for hours but I think you may vomit or think I'm nuts about half the things.
To think I met him off an ad with no picture I posted on craigslist to see what kind of dirtbags would respond.
I have to thank fukkatsu for talking to me while I was in my car crying for an hour scared things weren't going to go well as I waited for him to come home from work.
I don't know what I would have done if I had fucked things up this time...
Long story short he forgave me and everything is going to be alright.
He really is an amazing guy and this is the first relationship where the 2 parties took things slow and just let things build with no expectation & no infatuation involved. No one has been so sweet, kind, supportive, and caring and actually RESPECTS me, which I am totally not used to. It's not something that has faded with time - to this day he still kisses me before we go to bed and when we wake up, always tells me goodnight online, doesn't mind doing things I want to do, etc. Plus the fact he actually gets along with my friends. It's all those little things - he even deals with my smelly farts! I could go on for hours but I think you may vomit or think I'm nuts about half the things.
To think I met him off an ad with no picture I posted on craigslist to see what kind of dirtbags would respond.
I have to thank fukkatsu for talking to me while I was in my car crying for an hour scared things weren't going to go well as I waited for him to come home from work.
I don't know what I would have done if I had fucked things up this time...