Another damn Day!!!!!!!!!
Last nite when i decided to go up to my room, cuz i didn't really wanna stay up anymore listening to bad shit going on. I've never really tried to write poems before, well i don't really know if this is a poem, prob a bunch a crap, but i just wrote down a whole lot of stuff thats on my mind. I'll show ya what i wrote.
SHE
sitting in a dark & quiet corner
All by herself, where thoughts are rushing thru her lonely and scarey mind.
Saying to her, "there no point in your life", "Nobody love's and cares for you," " Why are you still here and wasting space?", "Just leave already!!".
Family are never by her side, when she needs them most.
They never bother to say kind and helpful words to her, when they know she's hurting most.
"WHY", she say, "Why is it like this?".
She has no life, and probably never will.
It never changes, no matter how much she tries to.
Crying till her eyes are all red and puffy, Still the family doesn't notice all the pain and suffering going on inside of her.
Why does she bother thinking and hoping that her family will ever notice and care.
Cuz deep inside of her, she knows they never will....
Back in the dark and quiet corner she crawls in endless internal pain.
There she knows that someone might care.....??????
Well that's what i wrote. I wrote something else, also i haven't really edited it yet...
HOPE....BUT MAYBE NOT
Confused and upset deep within.
Having no idea what to do anymore.
This life just keeps tick tocoking away....
With nothing on my "to do list" done.
Putting so much hope in myself just to get thru this really long, hard and helpless time.
But nothing seems to be moving on, but maybe its just me whose not moving on.
Confusion taking over me.
However what is there to do to stop it...or tame all of this horribleness deep within.
PLEASE!! Just leave me, i want it all to be gone, GONE FOREVER.
Just so i can live this life i've been wanting...
Better go and have some lunch... before i get yelled at once again.
SHE
sitting in a dark & quiet corner
All by herself, where thoughts are rushing thru her lonely and scarey mind.
Saying to her, "there no point in your life", "Nobody love's and cares for you," " Why are you still here and wasting space?", "Just leave already!!".
Family are never by her side, when she needs them most.
They never bother to say kind and helpful words to her, when they know she's hurting most.
"WHY", she say, "Why is it like this?".
She has no life, and probably never will.
It never changes, no matter how much she tries to.
Crying till her eyes are all red and puffy, Still the family doesn't notice all the pain and suffering going on inside of her.
Why does she bother thinking and hoping that her family will ever notice and care.
Cuz deep inside of her, she knows they never will....
Back in the dark and quiet corner she crawls in endless internal pain.
There she knows that someone might care.....??????
Well that's what i wrote. I wrote something else, also i haven't really edited it yet...
HOPE....BUT MAYBE NOT
Confused and upset deep within.
Having no idea what to do anymore.
This life just keeps tick tocoking away....
With nothing on my "to do list" done.
Putting so much hope in myself just to get thru this really long, hard and helpless time.
But nothing seems to be moving on, but maybe its just me whose not moving on.
Confusion taking over me.
However what is there to do to stop it...or tame all of this horribleness deep within.
PLEASE!! Just leave me, i want it all to be gone, GONE FOREVER.
Just so i can live this life i've been wanting...
Better go and have some lunch... before i get yelled at once again.