Blah-ness.
I've been in a funky mood all day today, and I can't really put my finger on why. It's sort of a mopey/depressed/exhausted/restless/stressed feeling... so maybe it's a bit of all of that. Heh. Since I started a new job I didn't get my first paycheck for FOUR WEEKS, and Jason just started his new job too and his first paycheck is this Friday, so we had NO MONEY for four weeks and now we're really behind on all the bills. I've already used my first paycheck to pay off what we could, but there's a lot left to pay and Jason's check isn't going to cover it all either. I'm really hoping my second check will let us catch up again, but it's still very, very worrisome having to fend off the bill collectors for this long. :P
And then I never have time to do anything at work because I have no computer access and hardly any time to eat lunch much less call around to the people I need to call (both for bills and other stuff), so then that doesn't end up getting done in a timely manner because by the time I have time to call anyone the offices are all already closed! GRRR. Like tonight I went through a lot of trouble to hurry up and get over to the Benefits office at work to turn in my Health Insurance stuff, and I missed the bastards by apparently like FIVE minutes, and of course the office was already locked up and everything. So. Tomorrow as soon as I'm done taking care of the goats I'm going straight over there to turn in my forms, because I'm tired of never having time to get anything important done damnit!!!
And tonight I wanted to get some stuff done around the house, but I got home and was just so BLAH I said hell with it, so now I'm bound and determined to sit on my ass and do nothing but relax the rest of the night. O_o This week has been insane. Last weekend was insane because we had one side of my family's Thanksgiving, and then Sunday Jason had a friend over the game, and he didn't leave till pretty late, and then the week started... Since we get Friday off (THANK GOD!!!) work has been off-routine and I think that's also got me weirded out or something. I think I'd just gotten into a groove and now they threw me right out of it! Ack. Then Monday night my friend came over to watch Heroes, so that took up that night, Tuesday night syasnomis came over so that took up that night, and tomorrow night we're going over to Jason's mom's house for our weekly dinner/laundry night. So there goes tomorrow night. And then, thank the Lord, comes Friday.
Friday I'm going to sleep late, then get up and put on some good music and get some shit done FINALLY! :P I think that's part of my problem too... there's so many things I need to accomplish my brain has pretty much shut down. To the point where I can't concentrate on anything, which then makes working harder. And I think I've thought so much about looking forward to the three day weekend I actually made myself stress about it. How is that possible? I don't know, but I think I made the week even worse. Stupid me!
Okay, so here is my list of things to do, for my own mental health:
Tonight:
1) Find HMO # for Priemier Blue on the provided website and write down on the form.
2) RELAX AND CHILL OUT
Tomorrow (Thursday):
1) Get to work 10 minutes early
2) Take care of goats
3) Take forms over to Benefits office
4) Finish changing cages in Go37 and move hood back upstairs, make sure everyone has enough food and water for weekend crew
5) Change cages in 1071, disinfect room, make sure things are ready for weekend
6) See if any other rooms are assigned to me and finish them
7) Take half hour lunch instead of 45 minutes
8) Get laundry ready to go when get home
9) **Call people about deposit arranged for Friday!!**
EDIT Thursday evening: Whew. You know, I'm feeling better already! The thing with the in laws was cancelled because Jason called and said he'd be working late, so the laundry will have to wait till tomorrow... but my friend Andrea called and invited us over to watch a movie and eat pizza! That sounds fun, as long as poor Jason has enough energy when he gets home!
Friday:
1) Call American Family lady back
2) Call Gary about Morsul's late board
3) Call dad about MU money and figure out what the hell is going on
4) Clean litter boxes and bunny cage
5) Finish dishes
6) Put away clean laundry
7) Put away some shit in the boxes in our room
8) Put sheets on the bed
Fun Stuff:
9) Edit Chapter 25 of Betrayed and post
10) Work on Chapter 26
11) Play KOTOR 1 and 2 some more :)
12) Play Jade Empire again! :)
13) Install Image Composer and make pictures
14) Figure out how to get videos from digital camera to play in Windows Media Player
Okay, I think that's about all of it. :P Another depressing subject, they're putting down my two FAVORITE goats tomorrow! *sob* It's so sad! I really really could use an alcoholic beverage about now... :(
Off to try and pull myself out of this funk. Wish me luck!
And then I never have time to do anything at work because I have no computer access and hardly any time to eat lunch much less call around to the people I need to call (both for bills and other stuff), so then that doesn't end up getting done in a timely manner because by the time I have time to call anyone the offices are all already closed! GRRR. Like tonight I went through a lot of trouble to hurry up and get over to the Benefits office at work to turn in my Health Insurance stuff, and I missed the bastards by apparently like FIVE minutes, and of course the office was already locked up and everything. So. Tomorrow as soon as I'm done taking care of the goats I'm going straight over there to turn in my forms, because I'm tired of never having time to get anything important done damnit!!!
And tonight I wanted to get some stuff done around the house, but I got home and was just so BLAH I said hell with it, so now I'm bound and determined to sit on my ass and do nothing but relax the rest of the night. O_o This week has been insane. Last weekend was insane because we had one side of my family's Thanksgiving, and then Sunday Jason had a friend over the game, and he didn't leave till pretty late, and then the week started... Since we get Friday off (THANK GOD!!!) work has been off-routine and I think that's also got me weirded out or something. I think I'd just gotten into a groove and now they threw me right out of it! Ack. Then Monday night my friend came over to watch Heroes, so that took up that night, Tuesday night syasnomis came over so that took up that night, and tomorrow night we're going over to Jason's mom's house for our weekly dinner/laundry night. So there goes tomorrow night. And then, thank the Lord, comes Friday.
Friday I'm going to sleep late, then get up and put on some good music and get some shit done FINALLY! :P I think that's part of my problem too... there's so many things I need to accomplish my brain has pretty much shut down. To the point where I can't concentrate on anything, which then makes working harder. And I think I've thought so much about looking forward to the three day weekend I actually made myself stress about it. How is that possible? I don't know, but I think I made the week even worse. Stupid me!
Okay, so here is my list of things to do, for my own mental health:
Tonight:
1) Find HMO # for Priemier Blue on the provided website and write down on the form.
2) RELAX AND CHILL OUT
Tomorrow (Thursday):
1) Get to work 10 minutes early
2) Take care of goats
3) Take forms over to Benefits office
4) Finish changing cages in Go37 and move hood back upstairs, make sure everyone has enough food and water for weekend crew
5) Change cages in 1071, disinfect room, make sure things are ready for weekend
6) See if any other rooms are assigned to me and finish them
7) Take half hour lunch instead of 45 minutes
8) Get laundry ready to go when get home
9) **Call people about deposit arranged for Friday!!**
EDIT Thursday evening: Whew. You know, I'm feeling better already! The thing with the in laws was cancelled because Jason called and said he'd be working late, so the laundry will have to wait till tomorrow... but my friend Andrea called and invited us over to watch a movie and eat pizza! That sounds fun, as long as poor Jason has enough energy when he gets home!
Friday:
1) Call American Family lady back
2) Call Gary about Morsul's late board
3) Call dad about MU money and figure out what the hell is going on
4) Clean litter boxes and bunny cage
5) Finish dishes
6) Put away clean laundry
7) Put away some shit in the boxes in our room
8) Put sheets on the bed
Fun Stuff:
9) Edit Chapter 25 of Betrayed and post
10) Work on Chapter 26
11) Play KOTOR 1 and 2 some more :)
12) Play Jade Empire again! :)
13) Install Image Composer and make pictures
14) Figure out how to get videos from digital camera to play in Windows Media Player
Okay, I think that's about all of it. :P Another depressing subject, they're putting down my two FAVORITE goats tomorrow! *sob* It's so sad! I really really could use an alcoholic beverage about now... :(
Off to try and pull myself out of this funk. Wish me luck!