Dead hearts are everywhere.
Everyday my heart dies a little bit more. I lose a little more of whatever hope that's left. And I slowly accept the eventuality of the end of our relationship. I wish he'd still sms me or call me or even fb me to see how im doing, but it stopped entirely 2 days ago. He still is the first thought i have every morning and the last thought before i sleep. I've even been dreaming of him more often cos i've been sleeping earlier these days.
But i set the 2 week break so i have to keep to it. And its getting harder by the day. I wish i were stronger, colder, harder.
I still secretly hope he thinks of me, that he still wants to see me and that maybe when i leave office, he'll be there by road, waiting for me. But i know it'll never happen again. Breaks my heart that barely a month ago we (or at least me) were so happy. People change, just gotta suck it up i guess.
But i set the 2 week break so i have to keep to it. And its getting harder by the day. I wish i were stronger, colder, harder.
I still secretly hope he thinks of me, that he still wants to see me and that maybe when i leave office, he'll be there by road, waiting for me. But i know it'll never happen again. Breaks my heart that barely a month ago we (or at least me) were so happy. People change, just gotta suck it up i guess.