Random thoughts...
First and best thing I want to post: I have the most amazing roommate for next year ever! They finally posted the roommates online and it took me all day to get the guts to call her, but she didn't answer, so I left a message and a couple hours later she called me back. We were talking and laughing with each other for like, 45 minutes. We were all like, "This is so exciting!" "I'm so pumped now!" "I was so scared you were going to be some scary goth chick who hated the world!" Her name's Karmella and she lives in New Mexico. I am so freakin excited now! Oh, and one the of the most exciting things ever: she listens to mexican rap! It was so meant to be.
Next thing: I hate hormones. I am being so retarded with my emotions pulling me in ten thousand directions. I'm not even PMSing yet, so I can't wait til I am. Gaw, sometimes I just hate being a girl. Like, sometimes I miss Karmelo so much. I wish that we could just be friends and have that be ok. But he's gotten into the habit of blowing me off and that really pisses me off. Then he asked me the other day if I want to have lunch with him today downtown during his break. I said yes, but I called him this morning to cancel for a couple reasons. My mom (and I) don't really want me driving downtown because I don't really know where I'm going and because I'm in my dad's car. If something happens, it sucks to be me. Also, this is the retarded girl reason, I wanted him to see what it feels like to get cancelled on at the last second. It sucks. I do still want to go out to lunch with him or do something with him, though. Maybe I'll call him and see if he wants to do something tonight. I don't know. I have an appointment from 2-3, then I think I'm going to stop by my friend's house for poker and the spurs game. I suck at poker and I don't really keep up with the spurs, but I told him I'd probably stop by, so maybe. Then I have to go pick up my dad and Christine from the airport. So, I don't know. Maybe I'll see if Karmelo wants to go to an early dinner (5:00), then go to Elmo's, then go pick up my dad. I don't know, we'll see.
Another thought: Katie, me and you have to hang out more often. Last night was fun.
One last thought: 78 days until I move to Austin!
Next thing: I hate hormones. I am being so retarded with my emotions pulling me in ten thousand directions. I'm not even PMSing yet, so I can't wait til I am. Gaw, sometimes I just hate being a girl. Like, sometimes I miss Karmelo so much. I wish that we could just be friends and have that be ok. But he's gotten into the habit of blowing me off and that really pisses me off. Then he asked me the other day if I want to have lunch with him today downtown during his break. I said yes, but I called him this morning to cancel for a couple reasons. My mom (and I) don't really want me driving downtown because I don't really know where I'm going and because I'm in my dad's car. If something happens, it sucks to be me. Also, this is the retarded girl reason, I wanted him to see what it feels like to get cancelled on at the last second. It sucks. I do still want to go out to lunch with him or do something with him, though. Maybe I'll call him and see if he wants to do something tonight. I don't know. I have an appointment from 2-3, then I think I'm going to stop by my friend's house for poker and the spurs game. I suck at poker and I don't really keep up with the spurs, but I told him I'd probably stop by, so maybe. Then I have to go pick up my dad and Christine from the airport. So, I don't know. Maybe I'll see if Karmelo wants to go to an early dinner (5:00), then go to Elmo's, then go pick up my dad. I don't know, we'll see.
Another thought: Katie, me and you have to hang out more often. Last night was fun.
One last thought: 78 days until I move to Austin!