Apr 02, 2005 09:26
SpRinG
BrEaK 05'
BAD DAY...Okay so today I thought would be a great day..turns out...it was awful. Go on listen to me!! Plez. So first off..Brennan and Jessica broke up. Sad yesh :-(2nd- I had a huge test today in 4th pd which we take it at the hospital..because that's where I work to help out. It's a class. Well this grade wasn't just a normal ..skip class day grade. It was a TEST that I really needed..because if your not there you'd fail. Get it?
Alright...well I was supposed to ride with Megan (a friend of mine) and Tena..(a friend of hers...she don't like me much) I had to turn in my paper to one of my teachers for THIS CLASS i'm supposed to take next year. I told Megan "WAIT ON ME and do not leave!!!" she goes "Okay I won't, hurry." I ran straight to the teachers room and gave my sheet to her and ran out the front doors of the school. I started looking around, and called them but no answer. That's when I walked up and down the aisles of the parking lot. Back and forth I walked...yelling their name I felt so dumb. They were of course no where to be found. I panicked. I flipped out. It was horrible...if I didn't get down there- to the hospital I was going to fail!! I didn't know what to do, or where to go...my mind went completely blank, but my heart was pounding ultra fast. I just fell to the ground in the middle of the parking lot and cried:-( I couldn't believe my friends (supposed to be friends) would drive off and leave me, knowing I had to be at the Hospital to take this test! I called my Mom and she was mad. She told me she would of came and got me but by the time she got to the school..it would be over with because she was at a Doctor's Appt. I finally walked back inside the school and told my bestfriend (Jessica) about what happend.
I have never been so upset and mad in my life. Ppl have to understand Megan has done this to me before! She stood me up and..I was left by myself I got in so much trouble that other nite she stood me up..ARGH. I should of known they would of done something like this. I feel so dumb...good thing I'm not near Tena or her now..or omg their face would be in the next freakin wall. I don't know what I'm going to do. I hate my friends. You know what? Their not my 'friends' a friend would NOT of done that to me! Bitches...ARGH. I hope this Spring Break gets better. Leave me LOTS of comments plez!<3 I'll write again in...a week or so :-) SPRING BREAK BEGINS WHOOO! heh. I'm tryin to be happy here....