I'm back...:)
It's actually good to be back..I have a lot on my mind that I need to release on here.
I don't know why I feel the need to try and compete with some1...I try but it don't work it's like I know they're better then me, and I wish I was them..but I know it cant and won't ever happen. I'm trapped inside a body I DO NOT want. I guess thats what makes me sad..I don't know why I don't like the way I look...I just don't. Anyone ever get this way? Then you'll get mad because the person you want to be gets treated better than you ever have...but you think your a better person in mind..not body..just mind..:\ You think your nicer and treat others a whole lot better..but the more prettier person..gets everything even though they are bad? Idk..I keep rambling on and maybe im the only person who feels like this. Hey atleast I can write all my feelings in words I can explain. O well..:) HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE! <33
>Tori
I don't know why I feel the need to try and compete with some1...I try but it don't work it's like I know they're better then me, and I wish I was them..but I know it cant and won't ever happen. I'm trapped inside a body I DO NOT want. I guess thats what makes me sad..I don't know why I don't like the way I look...I just don't. Anyone ever get this way? Then you'll get mad because the person you want to be gets treated better than you ever have...but you think your a better person in mind..not body..just mind..:\ You think your nicer and treat others a whole lot better..but the more prettier person..gets everything even though they are bad? Idk..I keep rambling on and maybe im the only person who feels like this. Hey atleast I can write all my feelings in words I can explain. O well..:) HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE! <33
>Tori