Why Hello There!!
It has definatly been too long LJ.
Well to start off, I just finished my last day of high school!!! wooooo!!!
Bad news is that i still get to graduate,but won't get my diploma the same day as most of my class, or my friends for that matter.
It really sucks, because I look back on my whole year and wonder where the hell I've been. I haven't really done anything my whole entire high school career. I still haven't went to homecoming, I skipped out on grad bash, even though I didn't really know the people that were going, and I wasn't involved in that many groups except for my dance group, Elements Dance.
But I must say, it still has been wonderful, and it still hasn't hit me yet that I am officially going into some piece of shit called the 'real world'. Like seriously, from what I hear, it's not all what it cracks up to me. The economy is shit, it's harder to get jobs, especially a student coming straight out of high school. Sometimes I wonder why I haven't gone back to Canada. Oh, yeah, that's right, the economy is shitty over there too.
I just wish there was another way. But what keeps me strong is the support I have from my fellow seniors and guidance counselor, and my family and the love of my life. Even though he has said one thing that's been haunting me since my sophomore year of high school was "If you don't pass the FCAT now, you don't deserve to graduate." Isn't that just lovely? But I gotten over it..just a little. But I am taking the ACT and SAT in order to get my diploma two weeks, or less, to get my diploma. Time to start cranking down.
Now I feel like I don't know what to do with myself! I've finished all my exams, and I got to go home early. What next?
Well I am sure in for a bumpy ride.
Well to start off, I just finished my last day of high school!!! wooooo!!!
Bad news is that i still get to graduate,but won't get my diploma the same day as most of my class, or my friends for that matter.
It really sucks, because I look back on my whole year and wonder where the hell I've been. I haven't really done anything my whole entire high school career. I still haven't went to homecoming, I skipped out on grad bash, even though I didn't really know the people that were going, and I wasn't involved in that many groups except for my dance group, Elements Dance.
But I must say, it still has been wonderful, and it still hasn't hit me yet that I am officially going into some piece of shit called the 'real world'. Like seriously, from what I hear, it's not all what it cracks up to me. The economy is shit, it's harder to get jobs, especially a student coming straight out of high school. Sometimes I wonder why I haven't gone back to Canada. Oh, yeah, that's right, the economy is shitty over there too.
I just wish there was another way. But what keeps me strong is the support I have from my fellow seniors and guidance counselor, and my family and the love of my life. Even though he has said one thing that's been haunting me since my sophomore year of high school was "If you don't pass the FCAT now, you don't deserve to graduate." Isn't that just lovely? But I gotten over it..just a little. But I am taking the ACT and SAT in order to get my diploma two weeks, or less, to get my diploma. Time to start cranking down.
Now I feel like I don't know what to do with myself! I've finished all my exams, and I got to go home early. What next?
Well I am sure in for a bumpy ride.