Why now ?
My boyfriend just found out that i sent pictures to his good friend.
I wouldn't so much call him as a good friend because he found ways to make me hate
him couple weeks after me and him broke up last summer.
I don't know what to do,he's so mad i understand that but its so bad
that i don't think he can even forgive me
school starts next week and everything was going so well
my birthday just passed and we are so happy.
now this comes out of nowhere fucking ironic how this happens RIGHT before
his friend leaves that this pops up,i was honestly scared to even tell chris anything.
especially after when we started to become friends again and eventually date once again.
i can't explain myself to him cause he doesnt want to listen.
if he has someone to be bad at ..i would say his "good friend"
should be the one.
im so scared i dont want to lose him .
im crying uncontrallably,and these tears can't do anything.
im so jumbled up inside and i just want to scream.
he's the love of my life,and i dont want to lose him not now not ever !
chris please listen.
i know,and i repeat i KNOW your mad.
but just don't throw away everything just because of this.
imagine if i did something worse then what i did !?
no i didn't.
i hate that i had to hide it from you,i was hoping nothing would pop back up.
but it did.
im so sorry .. i just hope you still love me ..