Gville here I come!
I can't wait till the end of this week! I'm leaving this upcoming Sunday *not tomorrow* to Gainesville fer a week! I'm so exicted! I get to get the hell out of this town and away from work and school! I'm gonna catch up on some well deserved rest, and help my cousin pack. I have been so exhausted lately. Work is becoming tiresome, and my back is still hurting. I really wish I could find a day time job, but then I'd feel bad fer leaving Gabe. I am going to find something different whenever I start going to school next semester. Because I am loading myself with classes, and I don't want to have to work so much at night time. So if I could find a daytime job, and go to classes on Tuesday and Thursday, then work all the other days. Plus, Valentine's Day is coming. I loathe this holiday. It's the only holiday I hate and never look foward too. My friends and parents know that. I never have someone to share it with. I always lose my boyfriends before then, er I find em after wards and we're definitly not lasting that long. My life is so busy that I really can't handle one right now, but then I want someone to chill with at night when I get off from work and lay with under the stars on a beautiful night.
I know, that's pathetic. I am so compassionate, and I have no one to share my love with. I hate it. I care so much about every single person that's apart of my life. And no one understands that. I mean, I could meet someone one time, and I will care for them tons. Always think about how they're doing...and I am the person who every comes to fer help and advice and I have even set up a few of my friends in the past, but never found anyone fer myself. It sucks. I really don't know why. I wish people wouldn't judge by the outside, because if it was an attraction to someone's personality more than they're looks, I'd be baggin em left and right haha. But whatever. I know everything happens fer a reason...but what the fuck? I hate being lonely...
Welps I am going to go to bed and watch a movie. ONE LOVE FOREVER
I know, that's pathetic. I am so compassionate, and I have no one to share my love with. I hate it. I care so much about every single person that's apart of my life. And no one understands that. I mean, I could meet someone one time, and I will care for them tons. Always think about how they're doing...and I am the person who every comes to fer help and advice and I have even set up a few of my friends in the past, but never found anyone fer myself. It sucks. I really don't know why. I wish people wouldn't judge by the outside, because if it was an attraction to someone's personality more than they're looks, I'd be baggin em left and right haha. But whatever. I know everything happens fer a reason...but what the fuck? I hate being lonely...
Welps I am going to go to bed and watch a movie. ONE LOVE FOREVER