Feb 16, 2006 22:44
Ive come to realize i get angry real fast when people do certain things....and the one thing that always gets me is the word doubt. if anyone doubts me i automatcally question it....now when my best freinds/family doubt me its a whole nother type of Angry.
i hate when the people i trust and belive in, doubt me...especially when i talk to them about it and tell them i can do it. and i will do it... and they should belive me right? guess not.... i supposedly have showed my freinds and family that i cant juggle more than one thing....i even explain it to them how i can do it but what do i get? shit. i get this skeptical look and doubtfull feeling when i talk to them about it. I HATE it and i will prove some people wrong.
When People doubt others your just begging to get it back shoved in your face and i feel like i havent had a chance to prove myself to them and they think i have... i think thats pretty unfiar but whatever im going to prove some people wrong and im not going to shove it in there face becuase i care about them .And im NOT mad at them. im jsut going to hope the those closest to would learn to trust me like them because
" i feel like i belive in my friends MORE than they belive me. "