dissapionted
im fucking disgusting, im at 128lbs.. isude to be 103lbs about 5 months ago. i hate college, thank god im not living on campus anymore. the food kills. i hate myself, i havent ate nething all day so far, not even coffee. im trying not to let myself. i just realized how fat i got. i fucking hate myself, i feel like cutting. see what i reduced myself to. atleast i used to be happy. i wish i had a real life friend who thoght like i did so i could hang out with them rather then the people i do. i need to get some coke. that will make me not hungry...