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my god, my family realized. my father and cousin both found things that im sure they believe to be disturbing. telling me i have a problem, my father bringing home food constantly and making sure i eat it all. my boyfriend making sure i wont go into the bathroom to throw it up once i have eaten it. i hate this feeling. i feel so fat. im at 108 now and im bloated becaue im about to have my period. god what am i supposed to do. i feel s horribly ugly. i wish i had already started school so i wouldnt have them to bother me. ill never be at 97 by the time i start school, but maybe by sum miracle i can be 103 (at least) i hate myself and all those who cant just mind their fucking business....if they really loved me, they would support me....