havent updated for ahwhile
lamme?---no
high school started
&& i like it;; and i hate it
mostly like it
,,,,whatev

I'll tell you flat out
it hurts so much to think of this
so from my thoughts I will exclude
this very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way I'm powerless
to dictate my own moods
I've thrown away
so many things that could've been much more
and I just pray
my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works
no that's not the way it ( Read more... )

we're lacking communication
and my words get caught in my throat
when i hear the silence on the phone
i want this time to fly
so that, that day will come alot faster
cause a day without your voice
means another night alone
and another night thinking about the blade
and those tears dont seem to cut it
so sometimes i cut it for them

___What is your favorite_______ ( Read more... )

put a X if the ones you've done...

(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex who wasn't a relative
(x) Slept for more than 12 hours
(x) Missed a week of school or more
(x) Put chapstick on more than 5 times in an hour
(x) Kissed more than one person in a day.
( ) Created a myspace survey
( ) Eaten a worm
(x) Jumped on a trampoline
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GUESS WHO GOT THE NEW STARTING LINE CD??
me =]
and i also got the academy is
and norma jean
yusssssss
I cannot wait til tomorow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant wait for tomorow omgZzZzZz
to the maxXxXx♥

i got in trouble
thats why i didnt go the movies last night
i really shouldnt have done what i did
i just have so many moods right now

I would have used a pencil
But thats just not permanent
Should i trust my printers ink
To express the things i think

i have so many mixed feelings
its hard to tell what mood im in
i cant wait to go to colorado
cause i can get away and be in the woods
and ill have to bring my camera
o0o0o0o0o :)

I wrote down all my feelings for you
and now there gone
i lost my sense of direction
i dont know where to go from here
im stuck between two destinations
i rather be with him