cause im a walking contradiction..

[loseitinurpurse]

i wanna go to the beach with mo.. he used to be like my best freind.. he even told me i was his best girl freind.. i miss him.. called him last night but he was getting shit faced with toni.. that used to be us.. i must admit, i miss those times.. but i just need to talk to him in person.. i told him everything, and visa versa..

i almost want to fight with you, instead of being so happy go lucky.. to see who u really are, how u really feel.. open up to me, confide in me, how do u really feel.. its probably just another thing im in, but its been like this for awhile.. i want to see u like normal.. we sorda will.. i dunno.. its like if we arnt aloud to just hang out like normal then how can we be 2 of a kind?.. thinking hurts..

these are hardly read, whats the point? i can call people and vent, instead of talking about all this stuff i dont really want everyone to know..