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well i guess now i am sceared that i might have to stay at the place where i am going for invet that they well think more of something then it is and that i am just more crazy then i am are something like that that are they might cuz start to think things before they real know me i was talk deeply about me and the things that i do today with someone from my school that we never talk but we yell back and forth alot who know that we would have things incoomaany yep sorry about the spelling for that i suck at that yea anyways i get out of school tomoorow to go to the Dr. as my mom and dad are calling it funny now they are trying so hard to puch it aside more like everthing is just like it is bfore i mean that it is ok with me i mean sometimes i would like to talk about it i mean that i guess that it is just hurting me more that me and my mom are fight more and what she said to me on sunday that the way she feels is cuz of me that she feel like it would be a better place if she dies it sucks that she is blaming me for her own thouhgt it sucks alot i am so tried i guess that i am going to go to bed later