May 02, 2006 13:44
Rain rain rain.
I am frazzled.
Do I have to quit my job? or will they just fire me already.
Will I make it through next year? Evan sat me down last night and
helped me plan for my thesis, because my eyes looked lost and
I was obviously lost. I made him sit next to me during our group meeting
so I wouldn't feel lonely and we could share the salsa, I was obviously lonely.
Should I elope with the skateboarder? it is funny to think about it. we
both pondered the idea after a beer and a popsicle and looked slightly
tearfully with our heads tilted and then said, yes but we won't because
both of us sinfully believe in fate etc etc etc. but how silly if we did.
Should I be sad that my three best friends will live together over the summer?
where beaches are close and bikes are better and there are places to explore,
each other to explore? I am obviously sad but believe in fate etc etc etc.
Am I just whining because I need to make excuses for me staying in bed too many hours
today? Yes, probably.