Nov 21, 2004 15:55
i contemplated writing a poem last night. it was just one of those nights.
grease is over. it's weird. being a part of it was weird. friday night was amazing. i was so proud of myself. i never thought i could do it, but i did it. and my friends were all there and so supportive of me. and my family. last night was the cast party... i made a quick appearance with jenny and merly and rachel. i dont like parties too much unless i'm there with all my friends. anyway. i was upset throughout the day yesterday... before the closing show. i went to the library during the day. maybe that was it. the library puts me in a weird mood. and i wasn't as... enthusiastic as i usually am before the show starts. i guess i was upset because... well i had my moment on friday and i wanted to do it all over again. it was so great. but my mood changed significantly throughout the night. erica came to see me with her mom. and then when i got home we talked online for a while, which was nice.
i'm glad we're having a short week due to thanksgiving. it's not so much that i dislike school. it's just that i like to have my sleep. and i love thanksgiving. and i love thanksgiving. loren will be gaining a solid 10 pounds this weekend. wooooo! i have all sorts of school stuff to do and i just hope i can will myself to do all of it.
my neck hurts. i have an A in english and i got an A on my math quiz last week. i am awesome.
i'm done, thank you for your time.
oh wait. i'm going to state competitions for thespians in april. that's all.
music can alter moods and talk to you -loren