Jun 29, 2006 09:59
well i know this is probably going to piss a few people off but i don't care.
My grandpa is going to confiscate my computer, my phone time, and ground me from absolutely EVERYTHING.
because even thouhg i was on time, my teacher marke me as tardy twice.
so grandpa's going to flip.
not only that, but he's taking me to see someone about the cutting thing.
while here i am, holding on to talk to my friends on sundays.
but i don't know.
and that on top of the dream i had last night and then him and all that shit that i don't want anyone to know what i'm talking about...
it's going to be very hard to keep my promise.
i don't know if i can keep the promise.
i don't know anything anymore.
but i'm so fucking lost
and all i wanted to do was to make my friends smile
god it hurts...
i need those two so bad...
so i apoligize in advance
goodbye.
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