I'm not ashambed to be the person that i am today
I'm thinking about changing my picture on this Live Journal.. heh.. I want it to look cool, even though.. cool isnt really me.. (ha) I shall make it my eyeball! lol.. well anywho..
I'm not going to copy and paste anymore.. Im going to write on here and write on there both different things.. but anyway.. Today was okay. I had good times and bad....
Looking back onto all my friendships with people and stuff and seeing how much my friends have changed and how completely different we are.. (I guess this journal entry is going to be a little weird.. but yuh.) All of the friends I used to hang out with and shit have all went there own way and I have completely changed as well.. I miss the past but I guess its Okay.. I've met alot of new people here at Etowah.. even though I miss the old times.. Although some of the changes have been permanent.. and im not going to go into much detail with that.. b/c I dont want people getting mad at me or what not..so yuh... well anyway onto the good stuff..
I got to see Spencer at one point today..even though we didnt really talk.. I miss that kiddo, so dang much! I love him for everything he has done for me.. He has always treated me right.. (and babied the fuck out of me) haha.. lol truth.. sorry spencer.. but you tend to baby...
Liz.. I LOVE YOU! lol.
Okay well.. I would write more but I have alotta homework to do.. and my grades are slipping so I need to actually do my work and pay attension.. but yuh here are the lyrics to MY favorite SONG! lol! YAY!--------------------------
love always Lauren..----------------------
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"So Far Away"
this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
cuz i
i must be sleeping
[chorus]
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all in the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashambed to be the person that i am today
these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before
somebody shake me cuz i
i must be sleeping
[chorus]
i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me
I'm not going to copy and paste anymore.. Im going to write on here and write on there both different things.. but anyway.. Today was okay. I had good times and bad....
Looking back onto all my friendships with people and stuff and seeing how much my friends have changed and how completely different we are.. (I guess this journal entry is going to be a little weird.. but yuh.) All of the friends I used to hang out with and shit have all went there own way and I have completely changed as well.. I miss the past but I guess its Okay.. I've met alot of new people here at Etowah.. even though I miss the old times.. Although some of the changes have been permanent.. and im not going to go into much detail with that.. b/c I dont want people getting mad at me or what not..so yuh... well anyway onto the good stuff..
I got to see Spencer at one point today..even though we didnt really talk.. I miss that kiddo, so dang much! I love him for everything he has done for me.. He has always treated me right.. (and babied the fuck out of me) haha.. lol truth.. sorry spencer.. but you tend to baby...
Liz.. I LOVE YOU! lol.
Okay well.. I would write more but I have alotta homework to do.. and my grades are slipping so I need to actually do my work and pay attension.. but yuh here are the lyrics to MY favorite SONG! lol! YAY!--------------------------
love always Lauren..----------------------
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"So Far Away"
this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
cuz i
i must be sleeping
[chorus]
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all in the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashambed to be the person that i am today
these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before
somebody shake me cuz i
i must be sleeping
[chorus]
i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me