Downer
I now know why I hate Lexapro, after being off it for awhile and getting back on it.. I feel so out of it and I don't seem to give a damn about anything. I didn't get any sleep whatsoever last night, so im now on a downer cause the meds have wore off and im exausted and feeling overly blue right now. No more meds for me period... even if I'm going to die I don't want anything stronger then asprin. I hate feeling like im not in control of myself or completely out of it.
How does one tell if they are obsessed with something or simply care a great deal? For me its a hard line to define and its hard to tell if that line was crossed or not. Who is to say how quickly or slowly one can become attached to someone in a set amount of time? How can you tell that the rate you are growing attached to someone is on the right track, too fast, or too slow? How can you truly tell that you've passed that dividing line between just liking someone and loving someone? Should you ever take someone else's advice over your own gut feeling if it involves your relationship?
Right now I know that I am definitely attached to a very special girl I'm with right now, but I'm not sure if its too fast or too slow. I definitely feel very happy and comfortable around her and when shes not around I feel down and its like im missing something important. I used to tell myself if I ever got to that point of loving someone again I would be able to tell that person how I feel. Now that I'm at that point again, or so my heart believes and I can't seem to get the words out of mouth when I'm around her. With my low self-esteem as well, if I didn't hear her say the same thing back to me, I would definitely feel devastated.
I love everything about this girl, shes beautiful, intelligent, witty, has a great sense of humor, enjoys the same things I do, doesn't have a selfish bone in her body, shes amazing to be around, her smile is to die for, and those eyes of her drive me crazy.. I love those blue eyes of hers. She always smells really good... everything about this girl turns me on and makes me happy. If she felt that same way about me, I would be in heaven.
How does one tell if they are obsessed with something or simply care a great deal? For me its a hard line to define and its hard to tell if that line was crossed or not. Who is to say how quickly or slowly one can become attached to someone in a set amount of time? How can you tell that the rate you are growing attached to someone is on the right track, too fast, or too slow? How can you truly tell that you've passed that dividing line between just liking someone and loving someone? Should you ever take someone else's advice over your own gut feeling if it involves your relationship?
Right now I know that I am definitely attached to a very special girl I'm with right now, but I'm not sure if its too fast or too slow. I definitely feel very happy and comfortable around her and when shes not around I feel down and its like im missing something important. I used to tell myself if I ever got to that point of loving someone again I would be able to tell that person how I feel. Now that I'm at that point again, or so my heart believes and I can't seem to get the words out of mouth when I'm around her. With my low self-esteem as well, if I didn't hear her say the same thing back to me, I would definitely feel devastated.
I love everything about this girl, shes beautiful, intelligent, witty, has a great sense of humor, enjoys the same things I do, doesn't have a selfish bone in her body, shes amazing to be around, her smile is to die for, and those eyes of her drive me crazy.. I love those blue eyes of hers. She always smells really good... everything about this girl turns me on and makes me happy. If she felt that same way about me, I would be in heaven.