spam
I just opened my email and the only things I had were an email for free condoms, and christian dating. Now if that just doesn't say it all.
I'm babysitting for my cousin, her daughter has ADD and I get to spend 2 whole weeks with her. I'm a mom for a fortnight. I think this will make or break my thoughts on having kids.
I've been having these weird urges to find a great man get married and have lots of babies. What the fuck? Maybe my subconscience has forgotten that I have quite the appetite for women. And have been dating one for about a year now. Or maybe it's all the fucking prayer. I keep having dreams of perfect weddings and soccer games, dinner at 6 and baby proofed houses. Maybe it's a nightmare in disguise. My recent dreams have been progressing the first was that I started dating men, having fancied aiden from sex and the city, all the way to my sons first day of school. I am losing it. Who gets married now a days? It's so fucking cliche. Who? Who gets married?? I'll tell you who FUCKING EVERYONE I KNOW! fuckfuckfuck. Why is everyone getting domestic? It's like a disease and I think I'm catching it... noooooo but I'm a lesbian, I like girls, I wear cute boy clothes, I like mud, I have a beagle, I like trucks and swords, and and MAXIM... jesus christ. No, he's the one that started it all.
sigh. I better go make myself a drink. 8 ish a perfect time for a cocktail.
I'm babysitting for my cousin, her daughter has ADD and I get to spend 2 whole weeks with her. I'm a mom for a fortnight. I think this will make or break my thoughts on having kids.
I've been having these weird urges to find a great man get married and have lots of babies. What the fuck? Maybe my subconscience has forgotten that I have quite the appetite for women. And have been dating one for about a year now. Or maybe it's all the fucking prayer. I keep having dreams of perfect weddings and soccer games, dinner at 6 and baby proofed houses. Maybe it's a nightmare in disguise. My recent dreams have been progressing the first was that I started dating men, having fancied aiden from sex and the city, all the way to my sons first day of school. I am losing it. Who gets married now a days? It's so fucking cliche. Who? Who gets married?? I'll tell you who FUCKING EVERYONE I KNOW! fuckfuckfuck. Why is everyone getting domestic? It's like a disease and I think I'm catching it... noooooo but I'm a lesbian, I like girls, I wear cute boy clothes, I like mud, I have a beagle, I like trucks and swords, and and MAXIM... jesus christ. No, he's the one that started it all.
sigh. I better go make myself a drink. 8 ish a perfect time for a cocktail.