I made the motion at Council that I needed to find Billy as he had had an interaction with El. Because of El's status and Billy's past it was agreed to send out the hunters.
I look up at him, so beautiful, and take his hands in mine, "Ah know. But Where does tha leaves us? Ah can naw make love te ye... Ah do naw know wha is worse. Bein' without ye, or bein' with ye and naw bein' able te please ye."
I didn't think I could still run that fast with this extra weight! But I make it back to the house and up the stairs in only a few minutes. On my way up the steps I'm hollering for them, "ELIJAH! BILLY!!"
The sliders are open and I see them rush out to the balcony just as I take the top step, "It's Rhys - he's fuck I don't know! But he's collapsed and he's - there is something wrong!"
My heart instantly sinks and I wrench my hands out of Billy's. "Where?!" Even as I yell it at Orli I am reaching out to find him and then in a flash I am there, on the beach beside him. Panicking I call his name as I fall to my knees urgently beside him. "Rhys!"
I cough and am able to breath now that El is here with me. I look up at him, the sun is so bright...
"El.. where are..."
Sudden;y there is a flash of light and there is.. Orli? He doesn't look like himse - BILLY! I gasp for breath before growling, "What the fuck are you doing here!?"
Still not over my panic I have my hands on Rhys when I hear him growl and say something to... I look over my shoulder and only see Orli and Billy standing there. What the hell?
I look from them back to Rhys confused. "You brought him here Rhys.."
I turn my head quickly and glare at El then push him away, "Why the fuck would I do that!? What the hell is going on!"
I turn to look at Orli, "How the hell do you fit into this!?"
I stand and advance on Orli, "Did you bring him here!?"
He stumbles back and holds his hands up saying some bullshit about El bring him here and I brought Billy! I reach out and grab him by the throat but suddenly I fell my arm pulled back and have a face full of Billy.
He's spewing some bullshit but I just grab his head and headbutt him before wrapping both hands around his neck, "I will fucking kill you this time!"
I watch in horror and my heart sinks as he yells at Orli. What the hell is going on?! All I can think to do is tackle Rhys and pull him off of Billy. I manhandle him to the sand trying to pin him down without hurting him. I yell at Billy. "Get Orli out of here!"
I fight El, why is he protecting them!? Is he fucking Billy again! I barely notice the flash of light as Billy and Orli disappear before kicking El off me and hollering at him, "Are you fucking him again!? And Orli too!? You think I'm going to fall for - for.. I uh.."
Clutching my chest I roll over and gag. I feel like I'm going to puke - I can't breath! I feel El's hands on me and can hear him, but I can't talk.. I - what...
I turn my head and look at El. He looks panic stricken. I reach for him and I'm covered in - sand? Looking down I'm laying in the sand... "What...El?"
Looking back at him I shake my head, "Pet what's going on? Where's Billy," I look around for Orli, "and Orli? I was just talking to him."
I grab him by the shoulders and push him back looking over his face, for what I have no fucking idea, just any sort of explanation for what just happened. He looks back at me just as confused.
I yell at him. "What the hell Rhys, what just fucking happened?! You snapped at Orli, attacked Billy! It was.." I stammer as the realisation hits me and my voice drops down low as a sick heavy sensation sits in my gut. "Old you.."
For some reason I keep my distance from him as he professes to not doing what I just had to stop him from doing.
Where are they now?
I look at him. "I don't know Rhys. After you yelled at Orli then headbutted and tried to strangle Billy in front of him, forcing me to tackle you well I told him to get Orli out of here." I hold my hands out exasperated. "How can you not remember any of that?"
I touch my fore head but it doesn't feel sore. How could I not feel it? I look at El wondering if this could be some kind of prank. No, no this is something Shox would do, not El.
"Pet - I - I don't know. I don't even feel like I've headbutted anyone!"
I step towards him but he takes a step back. I stop and look at him; he's scared of me? "P-Pet, please. I swear I wanted to give you everything you ever wanted. This - I," I shake my head, "Pet please believe me."
I love him with my very soul! This was my chance to give him everything! What is happening!?
I involuntarily take a step back when he moves towards me, fear spreading through me. The thought that the old Rhys is still in there somewhere... instead of gone like he should be.
Still I love him and he looks so confused and hurt. "We should go see someone, Devon, maybe he'll know what's going on." I take a tentative step toward him. "I'm not lying Rhys, you did what I said. I don't know why you don't remember or why there's no physical evidence. I just know you did it."
"I'm sorry Pet I swear I don't remember! Some thing is wron - wron.."
I gasp and stumble back. My eyes widen and all I see is El and Billy... I shake my head, no no I said, no! I grab my head and clench my eyes at the pain, "Stop it stop it!"
My eyes open wide and I feel my mouth sneer at him, "You wanted him! You would have fucked him!"
In a flash I'm in front of him back handing him. I holler, "No! Fuck no! El I'm sorry I can't - no stop!!"
Trying to fight the urge to hit him, to make him pay, the pain inside my head worsens. I fall to my knees. The urge to make him pay is so strong! Gripping my head I double over in pain and feel the tears of pain and rage wet my cheeks.
The pain in my cheek is so familiar and it breaks me down. I can't handle going through this again. I look at Rhys, in pain, crying, and yet I still want to run from the rage I feel coming from him.
I don't run though, I move towards him dropping to my knees in front of him and put my hands over his trying to get him to look up at me. "Please baby tell me what's going on? What's happening to you?"
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The sliders are open and I see them rush out to the balcony just as I take the top step, "It's Rhys - he's fuck I don't know! But he's collapsed and he's - there is something wrong!"
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"El.. where are..."
Sudden;y there is a flash of light and there is.. Orli? He doesn't look like himse - BILLY! I gasp for breath before growling, "What the fuck are you doing here!?"
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I look from them back to Rhys confused. "You brought him here Rhys.."
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I turn to look at Orli, "How the hell do you fit into this!?"
I stand and advance on Orli, "Did you bring him here!?"
He stumbles back and holds his hands up saying some bullshit about El bring him here and I brought Billy! I reach out and grab him by the throat but suddenly I fell my arm pulled back and have a face full of Billy.
He's spewing some bullshit but I just grab his head and headbutt him before wrapping both hands around his neck, "I will fucking kill you this time!"
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Clutching my chest I roll over and gag. I feel like I'm going to puke - I can't breath! I feel El's hands on me and can hear him, but I can't talk.. I - what...
I turn my head and look at El. He looks panic stricken. I reach for him and I'm covered in - sand? Looking down I'm laying in the sand... "What...El?"
Looking back at him I shake my head, "Pet what's going on? Where's Billy," I look around for Orli, "and Orli? I was just talking to him."
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I yell at him. "What the hell Rhys, what just fucking happened?! You snapped at Orli, attacked Billy! It was.." I stammer as the realisation hits me and my voice drops down low as a sick heavy sensation sits in my gut. "Old you.."
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He looks upset and hurt... why don't I remember? I rub my head trying to, but last time I saw Billy he was with El in the house.
I stand up ans brush the sand off me, "Where are they now?"
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Where are they now?
I look at him. "I don't know Rhys. After you yelled at Orli then headbutted and tried to strangle Billy in front of him, forcing me to tackle you well I told him to get Orli out of here." I hold my hands out exasperated. "How can you not remember any of that?"
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"Pet - I - I don't know. I don't even feel like I've headbutted anyone!"
I step towards him but he takes a step back. I stop and look at him; he's scared of me? "P-Pet, please. I swear I wanted to give you everything you ever wanted. This - I," I shake my head, "Pet please believe me."
I love him with my very soul! This was my chance to give him everything! What is happening!?
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Still I love him and he looks so confused and hurt. "We should go see someone, Devon, maybe he'll know what's going on." I take a tentative step toward him. "I'm not lying Rhys, you did what I said. I don't know why you don't remember or why there's no physical evidence. I just know you did it."
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I gasp and stumble back. My eyes widen and all I see is El and Billy... I shake my head, no no I said, no! I grab my head and clench my eyes at the pain, "Stop it stop it!"
My eyes open wide and I feel my mouth sneer at him, "You wanted him! You would have fucked him!"
In a flash I'm in front of him back handing him. I holler, "No! Fuck no! El I'm sorry I can't - no stop!!"
Trying to fight the urge to hit him, to make him pay, the pain inside my head worsens. I fall to my knees. The urge to make him pay is so strong! Gripping my head I double over in pain and feel the tears of pain and rage wet my cheeks.
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I don't run though, I move towards him dropping to my knees in front of him and put my hands over his trying to get him to look up at me. "Please baby tell me what's going on? What's happening to you?"
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With each word the pain gets worse! Whatever this is it wants me to hurt El. He's got to get away from me!
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