Realization?
For one, I think I've found my inverse oO. Basically a person like me but with the opposite everything lol, we see wat the other can, we understand wat the other won't, and when we learn from experiences we take completely different things from it! With all of this tho he do have similar foundations. I can feel that there was some key element that we both share. Thing is only 1 of us knows and cares about that lol. But I won't tell him, because if one of us can aknowledge and respect this? chances are the other can't or won't.
Another thing is now that I'm done being all "omg must find classes!!!" and that crap? I might be goin back to my old tricks, or maybe better yet? actually PROGRESSING as a person (teh omg I know lol). There hasn't been much getting to me for a while now except for 1 person... my friend's GF. REALLY FRIKKING ANNOYING!!! Not only cuz of how she acts but ever since she's been arround he's ALSO been incredibly bothersome =___=;;; Like I know they're tryin to be nice and friendly but SHIT DOOD!!! And they ask about soo much stuff it's insane (thing is HE SHOULD KNOW at least 95% of the stuff he's asking so it's like @#*(%)(@$^)!!!)
Ehh... as far as girls go I'm surprizingly not screwing myself so bad. I mean by now I'd be doin everything I can to keep from goin head over heels for someone or making a complete ass of myself tryin to get someone's attention. Feels kinda nice XD but at the same time? idk... every night I shed at least 1 tear it seems... Could be a really bad sign? or just part of withdrawls from not being such an emotional disaster I guess. In the end I'm far from content, just not filled with self loathing in this area...
In creativity? ...BWAHAHAHAHA!!! It's been WAY too long since I've done ANYTHING to express myself artistically and wat not so finally getting back to it feels incredible ^^
Lastly I saw Watchmen and Steam Boy at last!!! (put off SB for too long, and was soo worth the wait! idk if I would have enjoyed it as much back when it 1st came out ><;;;) and Watchmen was everything I'd hope it would be XD, I know people might be mad still about it being delayed a few months but it all seemed to work out and was completely worth it, even if it ment only getting 5 hours of sleep the night b4 =P haha
Another thing is now that I'm done being all "omg must find classes!!!" and that crap? I might be goin back to my old tricks, or maybe better yet? actually PROGRESSING as a person (teh omg I know lol). There hasn't been much getting to me for a while now except for 1 person... my friend's GF. REALLY FRIKKING ANNOYING!!! Not only cuz of how she acts but ever since she's been arround he's ALSO been incredibly bothersome =___=;;; Like I know they're tryin to be nice and friendly but SHIT DOOD!!! And they ask about soo much stuff it's insane (thing is HE SHOULD KNOW at least 95% of the stuff he's asking so it's like @#*(%)(@$^)!!!)
Ehh... as far as girls go I'm surprizingly not screwing myself so bad. I mean by now I'd be doin everything I can to keep from goin head over heels for someone or making a complete ass of myself tryin to get someone's attention. Feels kinda nice XD but at the same time? idk... every night I shed at least 1 tear it seems... Could be a really bad sign? or just part of withdrawls from not being such an emotional disaster I guess. In the end I'm far from content, just not filled with self loathing in this area...
In creativity? ...BWAHAHAHAHA!!! It's been WAY too long since I've done ANYTHING to express myself artistically and wat not so finally getting back to it feels incredible ^^
Lastly I saw Watchmen and Steam Boy at last!!! (put off SB for too long, and was soo worth the wait! idk if I would have enjoyed it as much back when it 1st came out ><;;;) and Watchmen was everything I'd hope it would be XD, I know people might be mad still about it being delayed a few months but it all seemed to work out and was completely worth it, even if it ment only getting 5 hours of sleep the night b4 =P haha