Jan 30, 2009 14:16
Which is something people CLEARLY don't understand!
If your happy with things and one of your friends are in pain or sad about something? DON'T FUCKING HELP THEM!!! You can't take things seriously when your happy or enjoying life, it DOES NOT WORK! Especially if the two of you are friends and try to sympathize with you while LEAVING OUT the fact that all this stuff has been going well for them, making it so they have nothing to stand on.
Just recently I was trying to help one of my friends who was going through something, and I got kinda down since we don't know each other enough for her to really let me. I started talking to one of my friends (who had turned me down about a month or 2 ago) and I was getting all depressed and what not because this is how it always is. Started getting on the topic of how much of a fool I am for always trying to do stupid things (like getting my female friends V-day gifts hoping to give them something to smile about by showing them someone DOES care...) and various other things, and she tries feeding me crap like "that's why your so cute tho!" Word to the wise, if u REJECT someone? YOU NEVER COMPLIMENT THEM EVER!!! It just means "despite all those good things about you?I couldn't give a rat's ass if you lived or died" in my book. WHICH I've told her DOZENS of times not to fucking do. But w/e, I try not to let it get to me and thank her for trying and it's all good... til 2day... When the 1st thing I see is that she's messaged her X and thanked him for her RING!
Now I doubt even those fuckers that "live for themselves" can even refrain from getting pissed off when someone who shattered you to pieces takes the time to try and help you, compliments you, and has been a pretty good friend to you (or so you thought) ends up getting back together with her X and decided NOT to say FUCKING SHIT TO YOU?!?! yea... that kinda puts a downer on ANYTHING ELSE that happens then on...
I've said it before and I'll say it again, I hate hypocrites. So if by some collapse of reality I end up in a relationship and do something like this to you? YOU HAVE ALL RIGHTS TO KILL ME!!! Anyone who makes you feel like this? DESERVES TO DIE! But apparently since God is on Hiatus, that kinda Justice is not going to be making an appearance...
(sigh) I notice alot of people who don't care about others have quite a few people around themselves. So I guess it only makes perfect sense that the ones who live only to help and please others have none...