Friday.
Friday: mostly eaten out by work. It's almost like we're at the end of another product release. Of course, this is a product release I didn't think I'd still be around for. I should have been in a better place.
In November 2008, I could have been toasting my 1-year anniversary in Media Center. But I was stupid, and let myself be seduced into staying in a place I knew I should have left. And I've been paying the price for staying every fucking day since then. A foul price.
Had I gone, things would look vastly different now. And probably much better. I saw the writing on the wall, and for reasons I'll never fully understand, I ignored it.
But you can't spot that kind of mistake until you live through it. And then look at all the pieces afterwards. And oh, joy, I get to grind out yet another weekend day of work for people I'd as soon punch in the larynx as shake their hands.
But I smile and take it up the ass without lube, all in the name of escaping to a place I should have already been.
Let's not even talk of other things...
In November 2008, I could have been toasting my 1-year anniversary in Media Center. But I was stupid, and let myself be seduced into staying in a place I knew I should have left. And I've been paying the price for staying every fucking day since then. A foul price.
Had I gone, things would look vastly different now. And probably much better. I saw the writing on the wall, and for reasons I'll never fully understand, I ignored it.
But you can't spot that kind of mistake until you live through it. And then look at all the pieces afterwards. And oh, joy, I get to grind out yet another weekend day of work for people I'd as soon punch in the larynx as shake their hands.
But I smile and take it up the ass without lube, all in the name of escaping to a place I should have already been.
Let's not even talk of other things...