.......Somtimes i feel like i was born in the wrong time. I want a driving purpose, something to feel passionately about. Like to fight for god in the hundred year war or for my freedom against tyrants. When someone dies fighting for what they truly believe in, thats how a life is unwaisted.

i dont think ill ever get that chance

I have a question i would like to se debated. Can someone truly control or help how they feel ( Read more... )

I can't sleep parshly because of my mouth hurting and also because ive been ranking my brain with a question most people don't think twice about ( Read more... )

a fun riddle

Im a coward who can't say the most important things neccasary and there fore finds myself in the most unbareable pain majority of each day

who/what am I?

im getting ready to get much needed sleep and it hits me like a bag of bricks. Im gonna miss all of you so much. i mean there is no substitute for any of you. Your my best friends the last of them leaving except good old bobby. yeah ill have some people in my grade but the relationship is so incredibly different. they have fun by doing different ( Read more... )

I know what i want to do wit my life in a very round about way. i know i want to help people. but sometimes i think people usually don't want my help. Maybe i butt in and give advice where its not wanted most of the time. i dont want to do that but its because i truly think i can help. I usually do too but only after a certain level of attitude. i ( Read more... )

there are two questions everyone asks themselves eventually who and why. why is easy to explain. why are we here? why are the stars where they are? etc. etc. But "who" is getting difficult. who ami? who do i want to be? etc. etc.

Lately ive answered these questions for myself and its made me feel so much better.

lookin up
dylan

I used to write uselssly in this thing all the time now it seems i only use it to vent my rage at my bad luck recently. Maybe its time to lighten up but my whole being has changed lately. i work thats wierd and i am caring about things like bad grades. i dont know what triggered it but im not my usual carefree self i mean i still dont care about ( Read more... )

ok so a few things happened today to make me rather annoyed with humanity. i want a black razr phone i have the money i also have an upgrade option. i went to do it and apparently you need to renew your contract to do so ok fine go ahead oh wait your not 18 well fuck jackass i gave you my birthday a fuckin half an hour ago get with it ( Read more... )

I need to get this all down before i go to sleep and loose the intellectual grove im in. i fall uinto it once in awhile when i have a deep conversation with someone about my speciality which is the heart and the Mind and the work they do together ( Read more... )