pretty upset i guess
ughhh im so mad right now. like im not sooo mad but im pretty mad. well i really shouldnt say mad. i should say upset. i woke up today and checked my myspace like i usually do and i went to ryans page like i usually do just to see if anyones commented him or anything and what do ya know ? he was on it yesterday. hes in egypt. hes been gone almost a month now and he should be home in about a month now. so its like the half way point of his trip. but so ya anyway. when i saw he was on and that he didnt leave me a comment or a message or anything i got kind of mad.. well upset.. and i still am. like i havent gotten a letter yet and ive sent him letters once a week since hes been gone. i know it takes 14 days to get to him and to me but like its been way past the 14 day mark for me to get one. and like he called me 3 weekends ago and then called his mom last week and like i dunno. i was just hoping to see that he was on and would at least leave a comment or email me or something but nope. he didnt. im upset about it. i dont even know why. its stupid to be upset about. and he probably didnt have time to leave something or wahtever anyway but still like i dunno .. im still upset about it. ughhh i hate him not being here ! i hate not getting a letter from him yet ! i hate him not calling (although i know he cant so that doesnt bother me really). ughhh i just hate this all together. AND HES ONLY IN FREAKING EGYPT ! i dont know what im gonna do when he goes to iraq. ughh im gonna be a mess. nobodys gonna be around me. ha ... ughh i hate this.