My life this week
Okay well work is the same load of crap as usual but there has been a development in my personal life, quite a big one really. My Boo(R) has asked me to move in with her!! Yes move in, yes a commitment is being offered!! So she lives in Colchester and i live in Ipswich so that means i will also have to change jobs. So this is the perfect opportunity for me to have a complete career change. I have been considering going in to care work as there is now a greater demand for carers and i think i would be good at it. This change in my life is a wonderful thing but also very very scary. I love my Boo but this means giving up my flat and my job. And it's a whole new life for me and of course i worry that it will all go horribly wrong and i really couldn't bear that. So anyway on the positive i get out of this bad job and live with the woman i adore. I have next week off work HURRAH!! so i'm going to stay with her all week and i'm bringing Sillie with me, see how she likes it. It will be a test of us living together and i can go and find myself a job too. I guess im scared because we do have very different personality's; she is very driven and ambitious and im just not i'm a bit of a floater. I do wonder and i think she does too if this will come between us at some point. The love between us is very very strong and we have a deep connection so i hope this gets us through. Its our 1 year anniversary on Monday too. Jesus time flys!!