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Well i didn't go to work on Saturday as i felt like shit so i went over to R's, had to go by bus because the trains were all messed up, left mine at 09:48 got to hers at 12:40!! We had an afternoon nap and then set the house ready for our Xmas party. We had a few people round and we had a big buffet and played some games. It was all good fun but we were glad when everyone went home. R hasn't been sleeping and was very very tired. It was lovely to snuggle up in bed with her as i hadn't seen her all week. On Sunday i wanted and needed to go somewhere for a walk. I needed to be out in the countryside or by the sea. I've been really depressed recently and i thought this would really help. We ended up going to Brightlingsea and they have a nature walk there so off we toddled. The paths were very muddy so i kept stopping to clean my boots in some puddles. We went a bit off the beaten track and went across some farm land. Unfortunately the farm land we got stuck in was surrounded by salt marsh. We had a choice of walking for another hour to get back to the main path or wade across the marsh to get back to the car in five minutes. We decided to wade. The marsh was covered by reeds and the water was cold and went up to our knees. We got back to the car with soggy feet and very smelly. I did enjoy it though. We got back and had a hot bath and loads of nibbles and watched 'Be cool' which was alright. I was off work again on Monday again feeling like crap and pent the morning with R. It's really lovely to be close to R again, we seem to be over our previous problems. I just hope this bout of depression doesn't put the kibosh on things.