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I was the child that napped in parked cars in the summer because I like the feeling of being surrounded in heat, as a teenager I'd pull myself out of the pool and lay face down on the searingly hot cement, it was painful at first but if you stay still it'll become bearable and heat seeps through your skin into your bones. It was 95 degress at night in Palm Springs and I slept outside. And presently I am the 22 year old trying not to cry cause it's cold and wet.
Blame it on Malaysian genes, me being raised in the Mojave, or some weird quirk but I miss summer like it's a person not a season. I do not function in winter and I tell people this jokingly but honestly it's not funny. I slept for 14 hours yesterday and close to 12 today. The thought of getting dressed is physically exhausting I feel the urge to nap after showering. I loathe winter the cold and the lack of sun and I just want it to be hot again.
Blame it on Malaysian genes, me being raised in the Mojave, or some weird quirk but I miss summer like it's a person not a season. I do not function in winter and I tell people this jokingly but honestly it's not funny. I slept for 14 hours yesterday and close to 12 today. The thought of getting dressed is physically exhausting I feel the urge to nap after showering. I loathe winter the cold and the lack of sun and I just want it to be hot again.