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[look_closely]

I hurt.
Brayden stopped by my house. I forgot how blunt he is. He stopped by, I was in sweatpants and an ugly bun and just... it was a study day, not a "meet the guy you miss most outside your house" day. But he told me to jump in his truck, and so I did (only after changing into jeans though).
And we talked. We talked a lot. We talked for two hours

Comments

[fixxi]

Well, at least he was incredibly sweet to you. and you obviously love him. don't push away. you'll miss it. even if you'll hurt later, don't you want to know that something special was there? and at one point, you both really cared about each other? i mean, yeah, he'll go back to college once the break's over but that doesn't make it any less happy. it's okay to love somebody. because like it or not, and whether you find your "true love" or not, you'll always get hurt somehow. but the truth is, when somebody cares you back, the pain will amend. that's what love is.

[fleaisagod]

im not sure its love...

[look_closely]

It's a little too late. I already pushed him away, I think it was the right choice.
But thank you for the advice. I'll remember it next time. If there is a next time? Who knows.

[chocolategirl28]

it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

what exactly is the situation anyways?

[look_closely]

Have you ever met someone who knows exactly where you're coming from, exactly what you mean, exactly where you want to go? Almost so that it's a personal language all your own and you just KNOW that they'll understand, even if you just write two words in a cold, dead email