burnout
So I'm a slacker. You know, I don't even really write in my real journal with any amazing regularity so I guess this shouldn't be a surprise. So I'm home now from school. And I now have zero attention span. Even sitting here in front of my computer is taking real effort. School and finals have just made it impossible for me to concentrate on anything. I can't even read a magazine. I watched a movie the other day and that was a big deal. I'm really looking forward to going back to flat ol ohio again, tho. I'm going back to visit the boy this week. I haven't seen him in over two months. Longest ever I've gone without seeing him. I miss him. I'm starting to forget what it's like to be with him--in the same room, within sight, in the same state. That's what really sucks about long-distance relationships, and I am quite familiar with them. Forgetting what it's like to be with your boyfriend. Not that I can ever truly forget, but it starts to get blurry and pushed into the corner of your mind because it just sucks and is futile to think about. And this time next year I will have graduated from college!!!! I'M OLD!!! I hate being a grownup!!