poof
Hmmm... it's hard to say what exactly I'm feeling right now.
Though a good deal of it is relief. I feel like things are looking up.
I'm homeless, I know. But I'm working hard, and often. I have a bunch of offers for places to live. I think me and Ryan are slowly, but surely, mending our broken relationship and celebrating the best friendship that we have. MY boyfriend is more than supportive of me, I can't even put it into words.
I love my friends. No, really, I love my friends. None of this Kyle doesn't like us, Kyle is being selfish, Kyle is only hanging out with his boyfriend business. I had some things to assess, I had a life to work through. I had BIG changes coming at me one after the other. And I needed safety. I found it. I'm at a point now where I'm ready to reach out again. Go out again. Get drunk again. Hang out again. Just because I wasn't around doesn't mean I was turning my back on any friendships, and it didn't mean I don't love my friends either. Because I do, very much so. I just needed my time.
And I got it.
And I feel like now that gaytown has dissolved a huge burden has been lifted off of my shoulders.
I feel like I live in NYC now. Not just around it like I always felt before.
It's strange that I feel at home more now that I don't have a house.
GOOD NEWS!
Me, Ryan, and Alfie all work within like, 5mins of each other. Coffe, lunch, dinner. It's going to happen.
<3
Though a good deal of it is relief. I feel like things are looking up.
I'm homeless, I know. But I'm working hard, and often. I have a bunch of offers for places to live. I think me and Ryan are slowly, but surely, mending our broken relationship and celebrating the best friendship that we have. MY boyfriend is more than supportive of me, I can't even put it into words.
I love my friends. No, really, I love my friends. None of this Kyle doesn't like us, Kyle is being selfish, Kyle is only hanging out with his boyfriend business. I had some things to assess, I had a life to work through. I had BIG changes coming at me one after the other. And I needed safety. I found it. I'm at a point now where I'm ready to reach out again. Go out again. Get drunk again. Hang out again. Just because I wasn't around doesn't mean I was turning my back on any friendships, and it didn't mean I don't love my friends either. Because I do, very much so. I just needed my time.
And I got it.
And I feel like now that gaytown has dissolved a huge burden has been lifted off of my shoulders.
I feel like I live in NYC now. Not just around it like I always felt before.
It's strange that I feel at home more now that I don't have a house.
GOOD NEWS!
Me, Ryan, and Alfie all work within like, 5mins of each other. Coffe, lunch, dinner. It's going to happen.
<3