ladies....wtf is wrong with you
So i decided to text cynthia back against my better judgement and just texted "good". Didnt hear anything back which i figured.
She finally texts me back and I'm not sure how i feel about all of it.
she basically apologized for acting weird and she's been trying to figure out what she wants in a relationship and wants to start being up front and was sorry for leaving me hanging. wasnt sure how to go about talking about it
i told her that ya i was pissed and said that ya we needed to talk as i had been on the verge of asking what we were or whatever.
guess we are going to either talk tonight or tomorrow.
She said she thought there was something missing and I agree but i kinda feel like we are on the same playing field. Neither one of us wants to stick our head out and get burned and we have been reserved with each other. I want what she said she wanted, crazy passion shit. Only person i've felt that with ever has been cari. i miss that feeling and i dont know if it will ever come back. As my therapist and said, what basically fucked katie and i's relationship was my defenses never coming down, never letting anyone in.
well it kinda worked cuz i dont really care about katie and i anymore. sucked for the first little while but im fine now.
dammit i dont wanna fuck things up
She finally texts me back and I'm not sure how i feel about all of it.
she basically apologized for acting weird and she's been trying to figure out what she wants in a relationship and wants to start being up front and was sorry for leaving me hanging. wasnt sure how to go about talking about it
i told her that ya i was pissed and said that ya we needed to talk as i had been on the verge of asking what we were or whatever.
guess we are going to either talk tonight or tomorrow.
She said she thought there was something missing and I agree but i kinda feel like we are on the same playing field. Neither one of us wants to stick our head out and get burned and we have been reserved with each other. I want what she said she wanted, crazy passion shit. Only person i've felt that with ever has been cari. i miss that feeling and i dont know if it will ever come back. As my therapist and said, what basically fucked katie and i's relationship was my defenses never coming down, never letting anyone in.
well it kinda worked cuz i dont really care about katie and i anymore. sucked for the first little while but im fine now.
dammit i dont wanna fuck things up