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today was my last day at unico. no love lost obviously...got out at 2. off to vegas tomorrow.
Right now i can only think about one thing....katie.
At counseling yesterday i kinda re-saw what ive always known. Amanda asked if i was still sad about katie and my's breakup. I said yes, cuz i still am. And I (for the first time) was mad about something different. Unico changed me.......no it took nearly three years. unico didnt change me into this. i changed. I changed after Cari, and i have to admit it....which i have many times. I went to vegas this weekend and she was still there (cari). Bugged the hell outta me. Sunday night both cari and katie ruined my night in dreams, I cant even begin to explain how much i grabbed out to both. I'm so sick of this. Both those dreams are haunting me now. I dont know how to sleep. Couldn't last night. Hope they go away
Right now i can only think about one thing....katie.
At counseling yesterday i kinda re-saw what ive always known. Amanda asked if i was still sad about katie and my's breakup. I said yes, cuz i still am. And I (for the first time) was mad about something different. Unico changed me.......no it took nearly three years. unico didnt change me into this. i changed. I changed after Cari, and i have to admit it....which i have many times. I went to vegas this weekend and she was still there (cari). Bugged the hell outta me. Sunday night both cari and katie ruined my night in dreams, I cant even begin to explain how much i grabbed out to both. I'm so sick of this. Both those dreams are haunting me now. I dont know how to sleep. Couldn't last night. Hope they go away