Is His gace enough?

[longingtobepure]

I can't hear His voice anymore. When i talk or ask i feel as if my request just enters a black whole that never returns. Why is He the way He is? There are so many times i have just wanted Him to answer if only to show others His presents, yet there is no answer. There is nothing. I just want His presents to be so evident i want Him to be so active in others lives (including my own) yet He is just not there. How am i to keep telling myself He is real, alive, and active when i feel nothing but His absents in mine and other peoples lives around me.

I must admit it is a little more than disappointing to desire a savior who doesn't desire you.