Jul 13, 2008 23:35
Marui Bunta,
I don't care what. But put the door back in place. This very instant. Where is Jackal when you need him?
I don't want to go out in my current state.
Gakuto
Don't ever think otherwise.
Seiichi
You sounded... disturbed and uncertain in that voicemail. Should I be concerned?
Personal
I know I haven't been the best boyfriend. Compared to Tezuka I'm probably not making Gakuto happier than Seiichi is. I shouldn't compare. I shouldn't think this way. But sometimes it's like... I don't understand how it works. What is my next step? Is he happy? Am I doing things right?
I can hear Senri already. What about me? It's too complicated. There's got to be a way to simplify it... practice. Practice makes perfect no?
I miss Renji. I miss... them. This old feeling.
bunta,
rikkai,
sick,
feelings,
gakuto,
personal