Summer
The weather is too cranky for my liking. I think I'm getting ill. A cold on a summer's day.
Work shifts have increased much to my dismay, which means less time for everything else.
On a side note: Senri, one of my pillows is torn and it's your fault. I hope you're good with the needle.
Private
I missed having talks with Senri, almost as much as I miss Renji. They are light and day, completely different but every time we get together, it's very stimulating. They provoke so much thought in me even after they leave. The recent chat with Senri proved my theory right again.
He said to tell someone that you loved them automatically gives them power to hurt you. I never thought of it that way. But I suppose there is some truth in it. Being this honest does make you vulnerable. Gakuto... he mumbled it in his sleep. I don't think he knows but come to think of it I've never said it to him. And now I question myself. Do I love him? Do I love him as much as he loves me? Do I love him enough to say it?