Nov 03, 2007 00:44
As usual a lot of wisdom is dawning fairly late on me. Mostly as I see the whole situation from outside and as Im not within it at all.
I have begun to realise that I worry too much, not as much about what I want, but more so about what others want. Its an infection I dont know how ever to cope with, but I do hope to solve it sometime.
Yes I care too much about what others thought of things rather than what I really want for myself, I guess thats what really makes me unhappy most of the time. Either Im doing what others expect and hence feeling sad, or Im doing what I want and what they dont expect and feeling sad about it as well. There is a lot I needed to get straight, or else this will make me a very unhappy person.
I need to just start focusing on what I truly want, or else Im going to be one frustrated individual :( .
GoodNight.