Scrubs.....
I spent the last 8 hours watching 2 seasons of scrubs. Its interesting how much one can realise when you watch scrubs for so long that JD starts speaking from within your head and advising you about your life. Advise well needed when your life seems to be all messed up.
Some people were slowly falling in love with a chinese girl with whom things might never ever work out, others were going to wait for one girl to come back even though they can never be sure if it will ever happen.
It makes you wonder if its really worth it waiting for the perfect girl, or if it was always better to accept the one who was standing next to you, willing to love you, but you didn't want to accept her cause you felt she was not perfect enough, only forgetting that you were in a big mess yourself.
Third time lucky? I don't know which way to look at it. I have to decide, either I walk away forever, or I never dare think of leaving her again, never again. I have to be dead sure, really sure, I don't know when I can be, I hope I decide soon, sometimes you wish you didn't have to have so much responsibility flashed right in front of you. This is my last time, to decide forever, I know I can never look back after this. Whichever way it goes, compromise is something I have to learn to live with.........
I guess I always got pissed with her cause she reminded me of the truth, I never could face it and thats why I always wished that she would leave me alone. I was never sore at her, I was always sore that I could never defend myself, that she was hitting at those very questions that I ran from. I don't know if I can decide or how long it will take, every day that passes in delay, is a day closer to the end. If I don't decide fast, time will finish it for me....
Some people were slowly falling in love with a chinese girl with whom things might never ever work out, others were going to wait for one girl to come back even though they can never be sure if it will ever happen.
It makes you wonder if its really worth it waiting for the perfect girl, or if it was always better to accept the one who was standing next to you, willing to love you, but you didn't want to accept her cause you felt she was not perfect enough, only forgetting that you were in a big mess yourself.
Third time lucky? I don't know which way to look at it. I have to decide, either I walk away forever, or I never dare think of leaving her again, never again. I have to be dead sure, really sure, I don't know when I can be, I hope I decide soon, sometimes you wish you didn't have to have so much responsibility flashed right in front of you. This is my last time, to decide forever, I know I can never look back after this. Whichever way it goes, compromise is something I have to learn to live with.........
I guess I always got pissed with her cause she reminded me of the truth, I never could face it and thats why I always wished that she would leave me alone. I was never sore at her, I was always sore that I could never defend myself, that she was hitting at those very questions that I ran from. I don't know if I can decide or how long it will take, every day that passes in delay, is a day closer to the end. If I don't decide fast, time will finish it for me....