you were the last good thing about this part of town.
I re-did my journal... with some help from my one and only wife. Thankee bunchez. For today being a monday it wasn't half bad. I was in a good mood all day. Came home and did a bunch of different stuff. Nothing too important though. That's ohkay though.
Nothing is really going on but for some reason I feel so overwhelmed with things. I don't really understand. There isn't really much out on my plate in front of me but these things just wont stop racing through my head, no matter what I think about all the bad comes back. Doe all that was so true, it's really scary to think about. But knowing me it wont mean anything to me when the time comes around for it all. I'm really not happy & I haven't been.... seems sorta odd but mann it couldn't be more true. I'm so confused with everything that I don't know what to do about anything anymore. Everything irritates me, everything gets under my skin even though I try so hard not to let it but I can't help it. My true colors are showing more and more everyday and it scares me. I don't want anyone to really see, but I can't fake it anymore. Or can I? Can I keep going like this for just a little bit longer? Is it really possible? I guess I'm gunna have to wait and see. Time tells everything. I just want to give up but I know that I can't. There is something deep down telling me not too but there are just some times that I don't wanna listen to that. Ugh....
((for once im expressing how I really feel))
<333
you are the angel from my nightmare.
rip *rjjmj, papa & jewlz*