Since everyone on myspace took this wrong I'll put it here.

Sep 28, 2008 00:23

I just fucking love...
how my friends will sit here and call the people I've dated assholes...
when they're the ones being the assholes.
I mean....seriously...it fucking cracks me up...
They accuse someone who's NOT an asshole..of being one..
oh
AND then saying that I'm fucking blind...
while sitting there being an asshole about it the entire time.
By doing shit like dragging up mistakes I made in the past...that I got the fuck over and moved on from....but for some reason they think they're affecting me today.

Fun Fact:
THEY'RE NOT

The decisions I make
and the feelings I have
are -MINE-
You can either act like my friend and support it.
Or just tell me you don't like it...but don't fucking be an asshole about it.

I finally felt a lot less depressed about shit today and then they had to go and be a fucking asshole.
They can seriously blow me and no we won't talk about it later.
I'm so sick of being treated like I don't know what I'm doing.
I know I'm not completely fucking happy anymore.
Big fucking deal, atleast I'm still breathing and am happy every now and again.
My problems aren't fucking consuming my life and causing me to fuck everything up that I've been working so hard for.

People need time.
I understand that.
My friends apparently don't, which makes them closed minded assholes most of the time who think I'm being blind by waiting around for certain people.
So it'd be wonderful if people would stop acting like I'm some pathetic, pitiful, weak person who can't see things.

.....and I still wanna finger paint...damn it
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