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So I know I haven't posted in this so long but I thought I would give a little update. Nikki, John and I moved into an apartment two Saturdays ago, it is so surreal. It's almost all put together where just waiting for John's dad to give us his old entertainment center. I just can not grasp it because everything worked out so perfectly and the aparement is so gorgeous. I can't wait to have my friends over and we have a little party, not like my outdoors ones of course ha.
John and I are wonderful I just never get sick of him. Yes we bicker; but isn't that normal? I just love him so much I just can not put it in words. Maybe people think I am crazy because this is my first realationship so I don't know. But no it's not that I want to be with him he completes me. When I'm not with him I miss him. I want him to be with me at all times and enjoy what I enjoy. I'm glad him and Nikki got a long so well that I was able to move in with them both. Although I have great friends I could of moved in with as well but I think this is the best combination. It's funny because, Nikki and I use to talk about having apartment together when we were younger, and then when I was getting an apartment with John I got a little sad thinking I wasn't going to have one with Nikki, but I got the enjoyment of both.
The other day I called Mikecal just to ask a question and I forgot his birthday. I can't believe I grew apart from so many people that i forgot their birthday. It just sucks you know? Like Lizz and Kate said in there LJ's that you know it is sad we don't have our group anymore or I dont hang out with the guys I use too. It sucks a lot actually, but everyone is different now and I hate it but I love that were all growing up I just hope the people invite to the apartment will chill.
Other than the emotional stuff I think im doing very well besides me stressing like usually. My job has its up and down and I hate my new manger but what you going to do. Well little update is over so BYE BYE!
John and I are wonderful I just never get sick of him. Yes we bicker; but isn't that normal? I just love him so much I just can not put it in words. Maybe people think I am crazy because this is my first realationship so I don't know. But no it's not that I want to be with him he completes me. When I'm not with him I miss him. I want him to be with me at all times and enjoy what I enjoy. I'm glad him and Nikki got a long so well that I was able to move in with them both. Although I have great friends I could of moved in with as well but I think this is the best combination. It's funny because, Nikki and I use to talk about having apartment together when we were younger, and then when I was getting an apartment with John I got a little sad thinking I wasn't going to have one with Nikki, but I got the enjoyment of both.
The other day I called Mikecal just to ask a question and I forgot his birthday. I can't believe I grew apart from so many people that i forgot their birthday. It just sucks you know? Like Lizz and Kate said in there LJ's that you know it is sad we don't have our group anymore or I dont hang out with the guys I use too. It sucks a lot actually, but everyone is different now and I hate it but I love that were all growing up I just hope the people invite to the apartment will chill.
Other than the emotional stuff I think im doing very well besides me stressing like usually. My job has its up and down and I hate my new manger but what you going to do. Well little update is over so BYE BYE!